Hello universe!
It's been awhile, that doesn't mean that you were far from my thoughts though...
Take that last statement as you please, but it's the truth.
I just didn't want to do yet another self-reflection post that could be construed as whining..
Yet this is where my mind is at, where my thoughts go, so...
Fuck it.
Here I go again...
Lately, and I can't quite pinpoint an exact time or location when I realized what I'm about to tell you/write you but I've been feeling like this ever since I relocated/moved..
I just haven't felt like myself.
I have felt like this introverted person, that is scared of everything. I have felt insecure and question my choices and who I am. I have felt extremely lonely for the first time in a long time. I have felt stuck.
I'm sure everything goes through this at some point in their life, frankly I know that these feelings and emotions are normal.
But I can't stop feeling this way.
I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy.
That, I know is not right.
I have one life. I want to live and embrace my choices, no matter how wrong they are.
I want to be happy with myself.
I don't know what or when I began to doubt all that I am, but I am aware.
I am aware of my own lack of living in the moment, and I want to make a conscious change.
But how does one do that in a profound way to actually make a difference?
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